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Journal Shmournal

Here was my official journal entry for yesterday:

I think that's pretty self-explainatory.

Some Inspiration for Today...

Sometimes I think Tuesdays are even worse than Mondays. But don't be discouraged; stare at this blog for 30 seconds and I guarantee some ultimate upliftedness. Enjoy.

I Heart Huckabees

I have seen this movie probably a hundred times. It's my favorite. If you have never seen it, I CHALLENGE YOU to!! I will burn you a copy (dead serious) if you choose to knock yourself out.
Here's the trailer:

Having Fun

Who knew Hobby Lobby could be so humorous??

~ali ice cream~

Ali is so awesome...she's only been here 2 days, and she's already PICKED MY ENTIRE BODY of eczema, and made her famous apple pie. You are the breast.

A Sex Secret

What?!? You mean there's a sex secret Rachel hasn't ALREADY SHARED via blogger?? Yes, ladies and gentlemen, and here it is:

I like to keep my car clean.

Yes, I mean really clean. I'm obsessed with vacuuming it and dusting and washing it and scrubbing down my floor mats and wiping the inside of the door jams.

It's an awful big turn-on.

Better Explained in Pictures

Ali, My #1 Breast Friend

ALI IS COMING!! I am so excited...she'll be here on Wednesday. I also get to fly out to FL next month to visit her, I can't wait! Here's to all our good times:

Feeling Free

I am beginning to see the light. It's there. It's going to suck to get there, but I'll do it. It's hard when everyone hates you for who you are. Except for a few...you know who you are. Thank you for being a part of my life and for helping me through everything--especially DDL&LGL. I love you.

.i.have.robot.love.

I have no idea what the fuck is going on.

I am totally attractive now.

Ha ha, just kidding! But I DID get a new haircut!! I haven't cut it short for a long time, but I finally mustered up the guts to chop it all off. And I love it. It's supposed to be a 40's era-inspired bob, but I'm still experimenting with it. Lily told me, "No more haircut, mommy! It's not funny!"



Ooooh, my skin looks so much better in grayscale!! :)

Feminine Hygiene

Dan emailed this to me today from work...and I'm pretty sure he's just kidding. :)

What it Means...

I've been hesitant to post anything about my tattoo (go ahead and judge me right now to get it over with) but I've had it since March and it has really come to mean more lately.

The 3 lines on my arm represent my family: Rach, Dan and Lily. (The small one is Lily's). I have a permanent reminder that I carry on my arm. A reminder that they are what gets me through--they are what makes me happy--they are why I wake up in the morning--and they are all I have.

Panty Extravaganza!

It was so fun to buy TONS of panties this weekend! YEE HAW!

Hee hee hee...panties.

Clean Getaway

Clean Getaway - Maria Taylor

Determination

I wish I could define this word, but it is currently confusing to understand. Setting that fact aside, I am now determined to be determined. I have made up my mind and I am moving forward, toward the light. No more backtracking. I am lonely and afraid, but ready to do this.